so hot 

things i can't find:

my camera
a reason to truly clean up enough to look for it
a good place to put a pie i bought
all those things of chapstick i buy
balls enough to tell dad i'm taking the van on a roadtrip w/o asking for permission
matches to all of my favorite socks

i'm waiting for my friend to show up so we can go see a movie i've never heard of, called the island. me and the guy in my class got together today with intentions of finishing the homework. we did everything but the homework as it turned out. watched some home movies, laughed, talked, tried to start a fire with magnesium scrapings and strolled for a bit.

the weather is beautiful. it's rainy and chilly and wet. i'm looking for any excuse to be outside wandering about, right now.

excuse #249

it's too hot to even move. let alone update a blog w/mindless babble about stupid shit. really, i don't want anything to do w/socializing right now. just give me my half and leave me be. bah.

hoo boy

so the kickback resulted in my not being sober for anextended period of time. irish car bombs rock my world. hung out til like 3am, when the jam sessions started and i basically passed the fuck out sitting in a chair, flopped over like a rag doll or something.

what i thought was a run to the flatirons theatre on the hill turned out to be a run to the flatirons mall theatre which included free tickets to see charlie and the chocolate factory. i've never had so much fun while on the clock. i don't know that it was as good as the original but i was crackin' up through it and umm.. i got paid for it so i can't complain at all.

after that, i went to denver and hung out w/this kid i went to hs with. the rest of the night involved illicit materials and trying to get the tv to work. it was all great fun, i was freakin' giddy until somehtin' like 3am. then i just passed out hard. until about 3pm. i'm still happy about that.

here's what i'm unhappy about. the way my mp3 player and the program i have to use for it won't talk to eachother. the player says it's connected but the program says it isn't. i don't freakin' get it. i really wish they would resolve their differences and let me add music to my player. sigh. still good times overall.

holy crap

yesterday was quite possibly the best day ever.

first off, i switched IM addy w/this hottie in my class. it doesn't mean anything really but it's a huge step as far as my socialness goes. so there's that, i walk home , get ready for the anger management tour, which was billed as lil john and the east side boyz, 50 cent & G unit, Obie Trice and Eminem.

on the way, my friend and i hit up jamba juice. i have to say that i have never been less then impressed by the way i'm treated at any jamba juice i've ever been to. at this one, the cashier gave us a 10% discount on our smoothies. on top of that, they were calling out a drink and nobody was picking it up. so we got 3 smoothies for less than the price of two. fuck yea!

once we got to the pepsi center, the show started like 10minutes later. and it was a mindblwoing show from start to finish. lil john opened and his set was hard. we we're standing for the whole thing. about halfway through, he did "watcha gonna do?" and mixes into the remix, complete with pitbull. it was freakin' sweet. they went into "la gasolina" , which was hot and then "toma", also way hot.

the 50/G set also rocked. i enjoyed it a lot more than the last time i saw 50 live. better tracks, set, bass, everything. all around a badass set. same for the obie trice set. after he finished, we went and got onion rings and by the time we got back, eminem's set was about to start.

even though we wanted to go to the club, the fact that his set never seemed to have an end in sight had us all the more happy. he did all the huge hits, like one or two verses, then did most of his new tracks all the way through. he made major asses of mariah carey ( who he was apparently dating? i don't know..) and michael jackson with "puke" and "just lose it". i had so much fun. also, through the whole show, everyone around us was toking majorly. so i wasn't low at all all night.

when it ended, we had to go get her car then head back the way we came, out to tracks, the gay club formerly known as dream. newly remodeled w/tons of publicity, there were some serious hotties there. like i've seen a few before but there's a significant increase. ran into this girl kat, who went to my hs. then there's this girl in a corset , titties flying everywhere and i realize we went to the same elementary school. so i got her #, and the club closed and we all started driving over to norma's place.

on the way, we look over and see the shadey tour bus driving. so what do we do? we follow it. all the way to a hotel, where we park on the other end of the parking lot and contemplate our next move. leonard suggested going and talking to some guy who was on the phone and seeing who was on the bus. as it turns out, none of the artists were on the bus, only staff for the satellite radio station eminem has now,
. still freakin' awesome. they were way chill with us, and let us hang out on the bus. i had some kind of energy drink and then our friends who we're waiting for us at my friend's house called and we had to leave. it was pretty awesome still. im so happy about it.

back at norma's i couldn't decide whether i should drive home then or later. i finally decided i'd ponder this with a bottle of bacardi silver o. i wound up staying up, chillin' with leonard til somethng like 730am. i finally decided to drive home so i could sleep a couple hours before class today.

class today was in some kind of a time dilation that left me begging for it to be over. i hung out w/matt after class and he invited me to a kickback his friend is throwing. i'm excited because i didn't ask to go, and it's little things that get me all happy.

anyway, my bus to elitches is in 5 minutes and i gotta go. how long can this much fun last for? a day, because i just found out that the pay check i've been counting on isn't for another two weeks. this is me fucked as far as finances go. blargh i still had a rockin day there, score!

pix

max and vincent
me and blogosaur in the first car at the top of the first hill on the twister.
max's newest and hottest tattoo.
me and blogosaur on the teacups
us on the thunder bolt


hot punk kid eating potato salad

pix

max and vincent
me and blogosaur in the first car at the top of the first hill on the twister.
max's newest and hottest tattoo.
me and blogosaur on the teacups
us on the thunder bolt


hot punk kid eating potato salad

there's beauty in breakdown

i just got home from driving home the ostemy kids again, from elitches. i'm thinking it's only on this site that my laptop lags so damn badly. but we'll see how much i can get through w/o having to go back 5 seconds later. the weather has been so nice, i seem to enjoy living alone more and more because it allows me to not wear clothes.

hung out w/the asian the other day and found myself really baked on swag which is suprising but then not. i guess because i have the kind so much, i don't have a tolerance for swag. as it turns out, the asian can make some damn good food, and this i did not know. he made me an omelette that rocked and then sauteed mushrooms later. then he busts aqua teen season 3 and we watch one of my favorite episodes of all time. i was so happy. then he basically says, wanna get it on? and i'm all, [....] because of my utter shock at the statment. but it all worked out well. so well that we didn't sleep until something close to 6am.

i saw my homegirl's soccer game the next day and got to see a bunch of girls from my hs soccer team. it was very nostalgic except i wasn't playing and that made me depressed. i seriously want to get back into it right now. like i have an internal need for it and nothng else really sates it like a ball and a goal. -sigh-

i worked in the afternoon, then me, the asian and my former farmer friend went to my homegirl's birthday party. at first, it wasn't much but it's amazing what a couple cups of beer will do for ya. because i'm a lightweight and all, that's about all i need to be pretty damn happy about things. it was cool cuz the asian speaks french and there was a french black dude there and they were talking and i rarely get to be on that end of things. i'm usually the one speaking in japanese and blowing minds i guess. preston drove us home and i felt really good about the fact that i had planned in advance and gave him the keys early on. then i felt bad because he didn't get to drink... because he doens't drink beer and that's all there was. but that was beyond my control so i can't worry about it. the asian and i hung out again and had all kinds of crazy wild fun that i somehow wasn't expecting? let me tell you about how oblivious i can be to shit sometimes. so i slept at 145am. not so bad, compared to the day before.

today, after class, i worked all afternoon. i had an hour break in between two of the runs, so i finished the first one as fast as possible. i'm at the fueling station, literally 10minutes from having an extra 30 minutes to relax when i hear this huge crack. like a giant twig breaking. i look and see the light pole swaying back and forth and i'm all, i wonder if that's on purpose... so i finish up and start to drive and i look and this guy is flagging me down. there's a car that basically took the pole head on. the driver wasn't moving. AT ALL. the guy already called 911, but his english was sketchy so i talked to the lady and the firetruck was there a minute later. all of this is in the span of 5-10 minutes.

i stand there and look at the guy in the car, and his eyes are open. he twitches a bit still but i'm thinking... i don't think that's right. i give my stament to the cops and talk to other people who heard it. then the medics keep asking me about how long ago i heard it and they're making the weirdest looks when i keep saying 10 minutes ago. they told me that he was dead, but it wasn't recent. rigor mortis was already setting in, like he'd been dead an hour or two. it doesn't get much weirder than that, folks--i'm pretty much freaking out at this point and all i want to do is go home.

the way he looked is still burned in my mind. the way his head was at this unnatural angle, in between the headrest and the frame of the car. the way the front of the car was wrapped around this pole and how the pole was so close to breaking in half completely. and to think that he'd already been dead. wtf does that mean? how does a dead guy take a pole head on with another guy driving by who witneses the whole thing? and i'm supposed to sleep tonight. it was a cold reminder that i could be gone in a flash too. it made me want to drop out of school and go travel. live off of bus driving and just live to live. i'm sure i'll get over that, though. i love school way too much.

busy busy week

i've been all over denver and boulder all of this week, it seems like.

i started school tuesday, i don't know how i feel about it yet, i just know i'm thankful about the part where it's only 4 weeks long. books were cheap, i was happy. i still haven't registered my bike, and this post is taking forever because for whever reason, my laptop lags reallyb ad and it takes a couple seconds for the text to show up on the page.

i went to my homegirl's party on wednesday, and everyone was trashed before i got there. my girl cheated on her gf w/some guy who was so trashed i couldn't get over it. so i bounced cuz i wasn't feeling it, it jwas just turning into so much drama i didn't want. so i called this kid i've known since 7th grade, who i have a rich history with, and swung by his place. .. and spent the night. i had that much fun, yaal., that's right. so much that after class, i went down to chill w/him again the next night. didn't spend that night, i didn't wanna be up til 4am again. i'll be seeing more of him these days i'm sure.

friday, blogosaur and i went to elitches around 7 and closed the park. it freaking rocked. we got to ride the twister something like 5 times straight. as in, we didn't leave the ride platform until they shut down the ride. we're supposed to go again today, but i don't know what's going on. i await a phonecall from her and then we'll see what's up.

i worked this morning, drove all the way out to dia and picked up ostemy kids. what does that mean? i'll tell you because i just found out yesterday. ostemy is any type of intestional or urinary issues, usually resulting in the person carrying around a wastepack for their uhh waste. crazy shit but apparently all these younguns convene at cu w/their wastepacks and i got to pick them up. fun times. the cd deck would only play random tracks, refused to go in order. that was funny. but not as much as sarah at elitches when she was screaming so much her voice dropped pitch. that had me laughing unitl i cried. this is all in the middle of the ride, i jus lost it.

anyway, pix will go up after this. enjoy. as if anyone reads this besides blogosaur. we're our own best fans, huh

i don't get it

i was hanging out w/one of my closest friends yesterday, and i realized that she keeps getting hotter and hotter. i didn't even think that was possible. but as i caught myself over and over again watching her ass and wishing i were her gf, i also noticed that her gf was cuter than i remembered. we talked about all things sex related while i was over, as that is our tradition, and i even asked her to do something for me i've never asked anyone else. but that's another story.

back on track though, an overwhelming majority of my friends are way attractive to me. i dont think that's why we're friends, it's just this nice benifit that works out for me. all my guy friends are way hot and i'd definitely get w/them (again, for some of them lol), and my coolest girl friends are the same. give me the opportunity and i'd definitely take it. they say great people don't take opportunities, they make them. but damnit, i can never come up w/a good reason to make out w/somebody. so i'm stuck here looking at my pictures and sorting through memories and wondering what, if anything, i could do about all of this. should i just enjoy the fact that my best friends are hotties? it'll do for now

on a separate note -- blogosaur got a season pass! now we can go wreak havoc together all the freakin' time. i'm so excited about that, i can't get over it.

summer school starts in one day. i don't know how i feel about that. black holes are saweeet! i'm having dinner w/my family today. and i guess blogosaur is coming, which is cool cuz they hardly ever let new people come in the house. it's funny to me, but everyone else thinks it's cuz they're nutso. go figure~

anyway, i finally got drug back onto myspace, so find me here.